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Monday, 06 April 2009

  • Hey all you ladies in Ohio.... go to http://www.pbandpickles.com/2009/04/women-of-faith-grand-new-day-in.html to enter for a chance to win a pair of tickets to Women of Faith in Columbus, OH on April 24 & 25.  What a great opportunity! 
  • Love

    I stand in amazement at this wonderful thing God created called love. His love is unconditional. His love has no bounds. It matters not what I do. He will love. No matter what. He loves. God is love. He is the essence of love. Without Him, there is no love. There is no act that I can perform that will make God love me less. There is nothing I can do to make God love me more. He loves me with His entire heart, no matter what. How amazing is that?

    I have always had the notion in the back of my head that God's love for me is proportional to what I do for Him / how much I sin / how much I refrain from sinning / how well I perform. That is so far from the truth! I cannot do  anything to change God's measureless love for me!!! The fact that Jesus died on the cross sealed that promise. God's love does not ever change. When Jesus died on the cross for me, God sacrificed the thing closest to His heart. It was the ultimate sacrifice. And no "righteous acts" that I perform will make God love me more, because those righteous acts are as filthy rags. My righteous acts are so piddly compared to the death of Jesus. And no sin that I commit can make God love me less, because God has already shown how much He loves me by making a provision through Jesus' death to take away that sin.

    As I began to realize this, I started seeing how much of my life was centered around performing and trying to earn God's love. How much time I have wasted! God doesn't want me to try to earn His love! He only wants me to return that love! He wants me to live my life praising Him!

    I am so blessed that God gave me the most amazing husband who demonstrates to me God's love. My husband loves unconditionally. Again, I have been believing the lie that I have to perform in order for my husband to love me. I am realizing that no matter what I do, Jeremy will love me forever. His love knows no bounds. I can not do  anything to make him love me more. God knew what kind of husband I needed to help me understand the kind of love He has for me. I am in awe that God blessed me with such an unconditional love in such a tangible way. Jeremy has given me a true picture of how God loves.

    This kind of love makes me want to glorify Jesus. It makes me want to worship Him. It makes me want to be in His presence. But I am released from feeling the obligation to glorify/worship/be in His presence. It is no longer a chore, but a delight, because His love for me is not dependent on those things. The same with my husband. It makes me want to serve him. It makes me want to do special things for him. It makes me want to honor him. And again, I am released from the feeling of duty... it is a joy to do those things!

    Thank you Jesus!!!

Sunday, 12 October 2008

  • So... it's been well over a year since I ventured into the land of xanga.  I promise nothing.  Except this post.  Being a mom of two is time consuming.  BUT... living in the city has its perks... like wireless internet... and therefore I feel like updating.  It really wasn't so fun on the old dial-up connection.  Although I'm just realizing that we've lived in the city and have had wireless for... oh let's see... about 6 months now.  So I can't really blame the not-updating on that either.  Do I have to defend my lack of updating?  I think not.  Life will go on.  I promise.

    Mainly, I wanted to send my mom pictures of my girls, and it's easier to put them on here.  Well, at least more  beneficial since thousands of people can gawk at them instead of just my mom.  And dad.  And sister.

    I wish you could see my little girls right now.  Katriel is dressed in hot pink Adidas pants, with a horrific looking t-shirt that says "Playa Del Carmen, Mexico."  It has a scary looking monkey that has a little flap over its mouth.  You can flip the mouth up to reveal a scary mouth of teeth.  The t-shirt is paint stained and very faded.  So now you're thinking, "Wow!  Those people must be rich and go to all-inclusive resorts in Mexico and bring t-shirts back for their little girl.  How sweet!"  Wrong.  We inherited the t-shirt in a bag of hand-me downers from a family at church.  On the other hand, Moriah is dressed in an adorable pink and brown polka-dotted corduroy dress that she wore to church this morning.  Yes, they are different.  But we love them both as much as any parents could.

    Anyway, back to the pictures.

    This is a "before" shot at Justin and Jess's wedding:

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    And this would be the "after" shot:

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    This is our ever-smiling Moriah Beth.  She's four months old already.  Hard to believe.

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    The rest of these pictures are from our trip to Oregon a week ago.  It is such beautiful country out there.  And the bonus was spending time with Matt & Becky & co.  Wait, they were the reason we ventured to the beautiful country.

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    And this would be our little monkey showing off the fruits of her labors yesterday.  She managed to topple off the toilet (on which she was standing) and whack her head on the cabinet corner.  I pretty much freaked out when I saw the blood streaming down her face, but I remained relatively calm.  Took her to the doctor and he glued it shut.  Just like that.  Glued it shut.  Amazing technology they have these days.

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Monday, 11 June 2007

Wednesday, 16 May 2007

  • and..... she's TALKING!!!!  ok, so not complete sentences or anything, but hey, she's repeating words we say!!!  her two favorite words are "da-da" and "bye-bye."  i'm not sure she actually associates da-da with her daddy, but she repeats it when we say it.  when we ask her to say bye-bye, sometimes she waves and sometimes she'll actually say bye-bye with her mouth.  it's so exciting, and yet i'm sitting here saying, "where has my baby gone?!!!"

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    the picture below was taken on Mother's Day

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  • I'm proud to tell you I was born and raised in the South... Mississippi to be exact. I married the love of my life, Jeremy Yoder, in March of 2004. We're both travel consultants, and love to travel.

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